So. Accurate. Everyone stop playing me like a fiddle. My strings can’t take all this abuse.
(via travelerschecks)
I need to let go of my thoughts, feelings, longing, everything for a moment. Staring up at this blue sky is giving me black dots in my vision. Sometimes the beauty is too much for me to take.
Run my fingers over my body. Down the small of my back. And for a moment, even if just a moment, it feels like you’re still there. But you’re not. It all comes crashing down, the ecstatic haze drops as everything comes into focus and I realize no one is in the room with me. I am alone. How did that happen. For one split second you’re here. Your presence is here. I can feel you speaking to me, breathing lightly on my neck, softly touching my body. But then it all comes crashing down. I’m just me. And in this moment of time it’s all too real. I’m too human. I’m too vulnerable. I’m too insecure. I just want to go back to watching the stars. Goodnight world.
It’s bad how badly I want you next to me right now. In general.
I just listened to someone go on and on. But my thoughts were in such a different place. You know where. You know. You.
